Writings partly inspired by Buddhism, talks from Jiddu Krishnamurti and videos by Leo Gura of actualized.org

How locked is the everyday mind into its usual habits that even the names of common objects pass by the consciousness unnoticed. There is nothing ordinary however about existence, it is ALWAYS here and ALWAYS unfathomably mysterious, ungraspable and infinite. History, culture and reasons, just faint patterns on the tapestry of a miniscule grain in …

Magic Mushroom Monday

Today I Was very close to a full enlightenment experience similar to what I had in 2017 Did yoga Ate only chickpeas and apples Shouted more than I ever recall in my whole life Took a walk in the forest and ate a small bit of Amanita muscaria, a mushroom. Supposedly poisonous, it had no …

Saturday Stream / Sunday Sonder

This blog post starts out mundane, but as we get longer into Sunday it becomes very profound. Saturday https://youtu.be/13zrcAz2Fx4 Part I  of this weeks b³O video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZN8J-ghAjSA&t=11s part II of this weeks b³O video On Saturday I worked almost the whole day bringing you the two episodes above. Then I streamed briefly on Twitch, replacing the …

Managing Monday

Morning Practicing Gratitude I woke up really late, at 10. But since I wore socks and pajamas pants, leaving bed was not a problem. I had wanted to apply for a job between 7 and 8 in the morning, but since I had disrupted the schedule I had planned, I felt reluctant against doing anything! …

Format Friday

Today's blog post is divided into two main parts: DiaryAdditional Topics What do you think about this? I try my best to facilitate reading by creating interest specific sections. If only I could insert a block with a wiki-styled quick link index! Diary Calmed Confusion A thing that helped me a lot yesterday night was …

Tricky Scheduling • Search and Apply for Jobs.. How to? • Progress on My First Art Commission • Preparing to Code a Local Web-Server in JavaScript + Ingenious File Management • An Insane Max Strength Exercise • Beautiful Photos of Nature and Runes in Sunset • The Making of My First CV • Writing Long-Term and Short-Term Life Goals.

Morning I woke up before 8 in the morning. Like yesterday, I prepared a compressed schedule, divided the 840 remaining minutes of the day into segments of 52 minutes and 30 seconds. I jotted down clock times for the day, from 8:00 to 22:00 and planned activities based on the a prototype schedule I made …

Digital Expansion: Food, Pumpkin-House, Poetry and Visions of a Better Future

This day I planned using a compressed version of this cool schedule/script I am working on called JSuSCH²R (name is just a coincidence, not deliberate AT ALL!!)  🤣 Even so, I am sure Jesus gives his blessings. Since I started at 11 A.M instead of at 7, all hours got compressed to 45 minutes. In …

Nightly work and a calm day at home

Night I spent almost all the night working on various ideas. I also browsed the web to plan for my future. Programming for the future! To start with I for creating a program which takes genealogy data and creates a visualization of human relationships. I would like the program to be capable of reading data …

Yoga, brunch and photo walk

Yesterday I read a bit in Ashtanga Yoga by David Swenson and found some useful things to add to my practice. To start with, one can use a dedicated cloth on the typical rubber yoga mats. It will keep the practice more hygienic since the cloth is simple to wash. I used my bed sheet …

Yesterday’s art, today’s yoga and yummy vegan breakfast!

I borrowed a bundle of art supplies from my mother. At first I messed around on this old sketch of hers to familiarize myself with acrylic pencils which I have never used before. I filled in some flower petals, leaves and played a bit with the water and contours of the glass. Then I felt …